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Likes: Anime, Manga, drawing, J-pop/J-rock, Yaoi etc... J-rock/Visual kei: Dir en Grey, Gackt, X-Japan, Due le Quartz, hide, Glay, Miyavi, Baroque, Malice Mizer, Moi Dix Mois, Kagrra, Penicillin, Luna Sea, Sugizo, etc ^^ Dislikes: N00bs, wannabe's, people who hate pretty bishies XD And think they're women >_>
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September 21st, 2004

Baroque

Posted by Celesta at 05:20 PM on September 21, 2004.

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It's so so so so sad to hear that Baroque is breaking up... they just have released their first album!! Sug Life..
And Akira was doing better now... and now this...
I really hate it because I really loved Baroque, you know, it was a good band..
They had their own style, which I adored..
I really hate this .__.
It's because Bansaku wants to leave and the band doesn't wants to continue without him..
I'll post here what the members thought about breaking up..

baroque disbanding notice

We truly thank you for supporting baroque all this time.
As a result of repeated discussions between both the band members and the office staff because of bassist Bansaku's leaving the band, baroque, who started activities in August 2001, are disbanding.
Furthermore, we will announce an official breakup schedule as well as details on both the recently postponed fanclub-only live show and event plus details on a last concert here on this site as soon as they've been determined.
We really thank all the fans and all people concerned who gave their support during the last 3 years.

FREE-WILL Co-Ltd.




Member comments

Ryo

I'm sorry for having everyone worry for such a long time.
I was really worried to say these words to all you fans.
But even we ourselves didn't know what to do and were worried.
After those talks about [Bansaku's] 'retiring', there was a part of me that honestly couldn't understand it!
But you see, even though those three years were a short time, we climbed over so many obstacles together, we cried together, we got angry together, we laughed together, we spent every day together the whole time.
That's why we thought we should also end this together.
That's the answer baroque have given.
Right now, I can only say 'sorry' to all of you fans.
I'm sorry.
But I think that when we'll meet for the last time, I'll be able to say 'thank you' to all of you fans for being with us. So let's have an enjoyable time when we're holding the last concert!
Let's all laugh and cry and make this the best day ever! There are still so many things I want to write, but I'll save them for the last show.
And finally, one more thing.
Thank you to all the fans and people concerned who always supported us no matter what during these 3 years.
And to the members of baroque: thank you.
This life is the best!


Kei

I was with Ryo, Akirakun and Banchan, I have been so totally enthusiastic about baroque, the four of us made music every day, I lived my life. And even though there were various problems, there were all those of you who supported us and I can't even put it all into words properly, I was totally happy, I had so much fun and it's all so precious to me... .
It's tough to let all of this end!
Those are just my personal regards, I'm sorry about that.
All of us truly love baroque and we want to stay together as the four of us so we decided to disband.
Please understand that.
I'm truly sorry for being so selfish and self-absorbed until the very last moment.
I'm honestly and seriously sad, but we'll be the members of baroque forever and ever.
Thanks so much for everything up to now.
I'm absolutely grateful.


Akira

It was only 3 years ago that baroque started.
I didn't think there would ever come a time we'd disband!
We had finished the recordings for sug life and I'd heard Banchan talking of wanting to quit, but first I couldn't believe this was about us and I was shaking and worried, and I couldn't grasp its true meaning. And even after that, when I had time to think, I was all by myself and I was so worried like I've never been before and thought about it all. But baroque was the four of us after all, there wouldn't have been any sense in continuing with even just one of us missing.
That's both my and the members' decision.
So that's why even though it might have started with Banchan's decision, it was the four of us who came to that conclusion.
I'm sad but I'll have to adjust my emotions [to the new situation] now.
To all of the fans who've supported us until now, I can only say I'm deeply sorry!
To the fans who've supported us so much in a situation like this, I'd like to express my gratefulness and that I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
The full details haven't been decided yet, but as a last concert is being arranged, I think this is going to be a day I'll be able to smile.
That's why even this might sound a bit strange at a time like this, I hope we'll have a good time.
By the way, I'm feeling well again.
I'm sorry for making you worried.


Bansaku

Because the four of us have always been the best, I couldn't go on while I was doubting myself. So for the first time, the wish to quit the band was born inside of me.
I believed that if I'm constantly doubting things, lies will arise in the music and that's what I still believe.
As I felt those doubts for the first time, I told everyone about that.
When work on the album was done, I couldn't find any things I wanted to do or achieve with the band anymore.
I thought that I honestly couldn't continue being in the band with feelings like that.
And then we discussed a lot, we thought things over, felt worried, had a lot of discussions again, and now we've decided to disband and are also in the middle of planning a [last] concert.
To be up there means everything to me.
To continue being the coolest band.
The feelings of being truly grateful and feeling sorry are all mixed up and it's really hard.
But I truly thank you so much.
Currently feeling: blah

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July 12th, 2004

Konbanwa Mina!

Posted by Celesta at 06:22 PM on July 12, 2004.

Oi! How are you all today?
I feel weird, yeah, really weird...
Don't ask me why, because I don't know it myself..
I have holiday now..but it just doesn't feel like it, I'm feeling worried about something, maybe someone I have to miss now..But I'll never admit that, even if it's true...because I don't want to miss that person.
I do miss my friends already xD It's probably because i've got nothing to do now..
The time flies..really..That's kind of bad...

Tomorrow, I'm finally going to my friend again, I didn't saw her for a too long time... But still, everytime I'm with her it's like the past, how things used to be. I'm happy with that.

I have inspiration again, thank Kami..Now I've got something useful to do in the holiday...I haven't been writing in a long time...and don't even start about drawing...

And..I met Maki. She's just an awesome person, She's so kind and really funny. Besides she draws so fucking good! I can really learn from her.

I guess that's about it, Ja!
Currently listening to: Dir en grey - 24KoCylinders

Kiss or Kill me

July 10th, 2004

Gallery Update!! ^^

Posted by Celesta at 10:43 AM on July 10, 2004.



Ohayou Mina!!
I finally updated my gallery!! It's totally new now!! Yay ^^

And!!!! very important!! Did you watched the video from -Saku-?!?! Oooohhh It's sooo good!! I want it!!! X3
Just listen and watch...it's really good!! And I heard that they're going to sell -Saku- also in Europe!! I'm soo happy!! I imediatly informed my CD store....And the guy is looking for me now! ^^ I really really hope they're going to sell it in The Netherlands too!!

And and... You don''t see Kaoru that good...but I believe he doesn't have a beard anymore!! YATTAAA!! XD

Well Ja!!
Currently listening to: Dir en grey's -Saku- demo clip ^^
Currently feeling: Weird

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July 7th, 2004

^_____^

Posted by Celesta at 11:12 AM on July 7, 2004.



Oi Mina!! ^^
I'm kinda happy, because I just got my marks from the test week, and they're pretty good =) Almost all around the B so ^^
And now finally the feelings starting to come and I start to realize that...I HAVE HOLIDAYYY!!!! ^_____^ WIEEEEHH!
That's realllyyy cool!! XD

In 2 weeks or so I'm going on holiday to France, I hope I find many Jrock shops >XD Gheheh XD
After that it's my B-day august the 10th, I think I'm gonna ask The Last Live DVD ^^
Oh and I've got another meeting on 15 august ^^ I'm not sure if I'm going, but I probably will! XD
And...Abunai!! I can't wait anymore!! Lookie!

abunai!

Yay!! maybe we're gonna take part in the Karaoke compo XD I have to be sure that you can go with more people!! I don't wanna sing in my own!! XD

Well I'm going now, I'll write later again!! ^____^
Ja! ^^
Currently listening to: Kagrra - Urei
Currently feeling: Cheerful ^^

Kiss or Kill me

July 6th, 2004

How Jrock are You?

Posted by Celesta at 08:28 PM on July 6, 2004.

Totally jrock
I'm TOTALLY jrock. Like. Totally.


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LOL XD

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Are You a JRock Package Master?

Posted by Celesta at 08:05 PM on July 6, 2004.

package master
You're a PACKAGE MASTER!


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Omg..I think I'm kinda happy because I didn't expected this! XD Yatta >XD

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Which Dir en grey Song Best Represents Your Inner Turmoil?

Posted by Celesta at 07:57 PM on July 6, 2004.

tsumi to batsu
Mitsu to Tsuba/Tsumi to Batsu


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OMG!! That's just too much! XD
Currently feeling: ehh perverted?! XD

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What kind of fangirl are you?

Posted by Celesta at 07:50 PM on July 6, 2004.

yaoitastic
You're the Yaoitastic Fangirl. If it doesn't have
two boys getting it on, you'd rather not hear
about it.


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Gheheheh XD
Currently feeling: like a yaoi fangirl

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July 5th, 2004

THE TINY TOKYO MAN!!!

Posted by Celesta at 01:11 PM on July 5, 2004.



Loook!!! My friend made a sig for our Fanclub!! It says little but it has to be tiny..but whatever XD

So this was the guy we stalked in Utrecht!!
(Tiny Tokyo Man Kawaii!^^)
LOOOOK!! He's sooo kawaii!! ^^ He was very shy when we asked if we could take a picture!! Soo sweet!! ^^
Here's another kawaii one!

Ja Ne!! ^^
Currently listening to: Baroque- Irokoi
Currently feeling: Soo happy!! ^^

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June 29th, 2004

Last Week!! Woeehoee!!~!@!

Posted by Celesta at 02:42 PM on June 29, 2004.



Oi Mina!!
I've got good news!! This is my last week school! =D It's a test week (eww) but thank Kami the last one from this school year!!
My summervacation officially starts July the 17th, but next week we only have PE Day (OMFL...I HATE PE >__>) and then I only have to get my marks and stuff so I don't have school anymore then :D Wieeehh!! ^^

And! Thanks to Miyuchi I've got Kagrra music now!! Domo Arigatou!!

I can't wait anymore til summer holiday!! sigh...
And I can't wait anymore 'til saturday!! Then we have a meeting again! and it's gonna be soooooo much fun!! ^____^
And Abunai...16 weeks to go and then it's 22 October XD
I can't fucking wait anymore!! xD Nyaah!

Well Ja!!
Currently listening to: hide with Zilch - FUCTRACK #6
Currently feeling: excited

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June 27th, 2004

~Electric Cucumber~

Posted by Celesta at 04:30 PM on June 27, 2004.



Konbanwa Mina!
I've been looking The Last Livefrom X-Japan again! With my friend. It was so sad that I had to cry again!When hide's crying I can't hold back anymore! I'm thinking about buying The Last Live original, maybe asking for my B-day...

2 days ago was my friends b-day!! It was really fun!! and we watched hide DVD seventeen Clips!! That was really cool!!

Whah Electric Cucumber from hide with Zilch is cool XD It's such a song you wanna sing in class XD
Hey baby scratch your number on my ELECTRIC CUCUMBER

Ghehe...and FUCTRACK #6 is also really cool!! And Inside the pervert mound

But I've got to eat now!! Ja Ne!!
Currently listening to: hide with Zilch - Electric Cucumber
Currently feeling: perverted

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